1. |
The Way
04:37
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You won't pick up the phone though you are on your own
Every night in your sleep you don't really sleep
But you've found a way to begin
You've find a way to...
You're so sick of your soul
You've lost all your control
These words bleed from within
And no one knows where you've been
And you should come clean first
My mind's been turning to rust
My mind's been turned into...
Oh, you opened up my heart
Oh, you knew it from the start
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2. |
Fifty Seconds of Noise
03:36
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Tried to warn you like you're half blind
Can't be bothered here by your side
Trapped like water in disorder
Shift my focus and it's gone
You don't know this, I was half blind
Till' this morning, here by your side
She is like water, I'm not bothered
I'm just tired, or I'm weary
It just all feels so undone
Her eyes, her face
Is hanging over me
Her eyes, her face
It never stays that way
What you have done in your pastime
Doesn't bother here by my side
On the border of disorder
Get some sleep before it's gone
Her eyes, her face
Is hanging over me
Her eyes, her face
It never stays that way
Her eyes, her face
Is hanging over me
Her eyes, her face
It never goes away
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3. |
My Only Preference
05:03
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You seem more and more like a dust collector
When every word you mouth clings untrue
What have they done to you, have they tightened all your screws?
I'm despicable and I'm sorry bout' those vitamins I took
Those nights I barely made it out alive I thought of you
Because of you, my only preference
There are things I'd rather put aside until the morning comes
I've always done it this way
The shame in me was blaming me for that part of you I took
Like a library book I never get around to return
And you seem more and more like a scam, for sure
All those troubling thoughts you had,
Or those trebling hands on deck
I got suspicious of course, you're the only fraud that I could ever adore
More and more, more and more
Pick another date to revive yourself
Or put you on the shelf
I wouldn't hesitate
I wouldn't be myself
I wanna feel something again
just a spark of it all or a pinch in my wool
I don't mind minding every time, all the time
The broadcasted lies constantly on the line
On the screen and in between
Was it just a dream or propaganda?
I mean all the things I say, but you're too proud to behave
Too high to convey yourself past the grave
And you feel more and more like some boring chore
When you slam shut the door, turn the fight to a war
What am I asking for?
Should I stay on the floor?
Should I bargain for more?
I'll put myself away
You'd always hesitate and never be yourself
I just wanna stir up your world
With the sharpest spike in your needle eye
With all our money could buy
I never really knew why, I'd just shout and scream at the sky
Or at you, my only preference
My only preference
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4. |
Saturations/Holy Ghosts
04:56
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You feel the shadow on your eyes
Before me, standing,
But it's so hard to breathe
You hear the silence of the night
Before me, standing up like nothing wasn't real
I'm tired, can't you die already?
I am tired of your face
So sleepy to my full potential
I get weary around your face
You feel like nothing's ever been so holy
Trying hard but failing at the seems
Your tears are hurting ever worse
Before me, lying down when things are getting real
I'm tired, can't we go already?
I am tired of this place
So freaky, but it doesn't feel good
I'm not longing for you at all anymore
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5. |
Do What You Gotta Do
05:13
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What'ya gotta do?
Keep your head alive
She cuts through my skin
With no intention to win
So what we gonna do,
we're gonna keep them satisfied
Eye to eye and side to side our souls are occupied
So where're you gonna go?
You know you ain't got that much time
Back it up and try again
We've got no words we're living by
Bye, bye, bye
We gotta, you gotta, she gotta, I gotta
It's the devils tongue, it's got its grip round' you, son
You gotta do it smooth, you gotta do it
And it feels so strange, but it feels so good
But it feels so strange just to be around you, girl
I've knocked it down, pushed it out
Yet still the moment I close my eyes
It goes down, down, down
You gotta say what you gotta say
You gotta do what you gotta do
You gotta chase what you gotta chase
You gotta do what you gotta do
What'ya gonna do, you're gonna keep me occupied
Through the rain and through the moon
It's gonna be like paradise
But it feels so strange, I knew it would
Yeah it feels so damn strange just to be around you
You know I've knocked it off, pushed it down
I just wanna make it clear,
you caught me falling down, my love
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6. |
Enigma 1
04:06
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All along I was wrong,
From the start
From my heart
For so long I could see you clear as night
There is only for a while this time
There's only for a while this time
All the while, all the way
I'm here, I'm there
Remember when I could see you,
And you were as you is?
It is only for a while this time, I know
You got me thinking of some otherwhere to go
But it's too late for that anyways
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7. |
The Price (Kill Me)
03:26
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You aren't special,
There's nothing to you
You keep pretending like you are holy
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
While you can,
Kill me dead
Unlike the others I have the answer
Don't speak no riddles, won't even answer
These walls are all too thin to cover up what's being done
You know they whisper and they murmur
Yet they never make a sound,
I don't know why,
I don't know why
The glasses and the ashes makes it hard to get around,
They sparkle and they're shining bright,
I knew you were profound,
But these eyes are all on fire and the fire will be drowned
While you can,
Kill me dead
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8. |
Nodnol
03:57
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She came like a bazooka
In a haze I don't want to forget
We were meant to break,
But you made it out somehow
And stayed okay,
And safe
So I'll take you home if I have to
Treat your wounds if you'd want to
Go ahead and change the weather,
I can't seem to make it better
We could fight against the silence
Create art of all the violence
We could do those things, we're gonna
Through your hair and through your coma
She went like a shotgun,
She left shells all over the bed
We were gonna wake,
But I'm just assuming you are late
Or maybe on your way
So I'll get a cab if I'll have to
In the rain just like we used to
Lay around because we want to
Light it up because we'd like to
I'd get a gun if I'd have to
Break the law because she wants to
Wait around until the rain has stopped
That's how we do it from the bottom up
Talk to me, let me feel you
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9. |
Tonight
04:45
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I’ll be waiting here until my conscience clear
It’s hard to force these words
For the better or for the worse
I’ll be waiting here until my thoughts are clear
I should’ve never shown
You should’ve never known
But tonight you’ll feel it too
Tonight I’ll stay with you
(C’mon and be my doll, c’mon and be)
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10. |
Last Living Magpie
05:11
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I don't believe it
You should've seen it
Clear as day in the evening
You'll soon be leaving,
Won't you?
Plead all the warriors with the same stripe
Plead all the warriors with the same stripe
Istand defeated,
You said you'd leave me
The rain drips from the ceiling,
As I hear you breathing
It's you, it's you
Plead all the warriors with the same stripe
Sleep all the warriors with the same stripe
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11. |
Enigma 2
04:47
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Always on the vertigo, I'm leading you away
From the promise broken forty times
And bleeding severely
Attending on a tuesday night,
That feeling you always have
That something soothing contradicts,
The evening's terribleShe is not around no more
So I'm leaving, I'm leaving here
For somewhere else,
Where nothing can deceive me
Like here does
I'm so unfair, I'm so unfair
She says those things I can't argue with
Still I'm falling down and gone
But I'm not sorry,
I'm just falling
Bring me down as far as you can,
Please
Let me take a walk with you,
I'm pleading,
In a way I'm lacking all those fancy words
To lead you in my way
You stay up almost every night
I'm seeing you awake,
And it hurts me down to every bone
I'm leaving now that you're not here
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12. |
Don't It Be Over
02:25
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I have the will without the power
The sadness comes in sweeping showers
Sleep in silence
The screaming silence
She rests her head against my shoulder
My heart would ache, my body's over
Don't it be over, don't it be over
Don't it be over, don't it be over
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13. |
Get Fined
05:55
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I was the middle of the center part,
I could taste what I'd hate,
I had my bubble and it took me far,
Just like a car, just like a car
I wanna dine with the New York elite,
I could spawn what they'd later delete
I wanna shake it off and run away,
Just like a car, just like a car
You should've seen his face,
Can't really say the same,
You should've seen this place,
We could've done alright
I wanna get fined,
I wanna get fined,
I wanna get fined,
I wanna get fined,
I was the middle of the indica,
Could've faced what was too late
Got in to trouble for the way you are,
Get in the car, get in the car
I wanna sleep with the middle of day,
Lay around till' the sky is grey
Come pick it up or get out of my way,
The way you are, the way you are
Take me home
I wanna get fined,
I wanna get fined,
I wanna get fined,
I wanna get fined,
I wanna get fined,
I want to give up
I wanna get fined
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14. |
Spaghetti/Seventh Year
07:01
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The clock's ticking away
Oh, the time takes toll
I've turned a hundred eyes against one
And it feels so dull
But that night you nearly died
I would recycle myself each time
To get a load of that massive fire
My lie,their's paws keep hold of you
Was she trying' to say that there's nothing to do?
I reached out my hand but wasn't able to follow through
So the curtains are shut, there's no light shining, what's it to you?
You tried to beat and bend and execute the mood, now didn't you?
Far away, need I say?
Disarray the other game
Here to stay, far away
I'm okay, she's alright
The spaghetti, the fallen nectar and the obvious meet to greet
The seventh year is passing by and all hope is left to flee
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15. |
Last Call
03:28
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There's something in these waters
I don't think I feel it yet
But I've found an easy way to stand it
Drugs and cigarettes
Brother, my dear brother
Did you get my last call?
Ordinary grief
Extraordinary thief
I'm walking amongst strangers
And I've lost all self control
Have you got my number?
Call me when you're done
Listen to the silence of this poisoned Sunday night
I am made of silver
You are made of gold
Brother, my dear brother
Did you lose your self control?
Call me when it's over
Call me when you're done
Sometimes I am sure I hear you
Sometimes I am not
The sun is slowly dying up there,
All will come undone
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16. |
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She would extend her borders like an open odor
Making use of what she knew before her shadow's cast on their own
She'd break law and order with an old recorder
Couldn't make up an excuse for what we'd done
She was always frightening, going off like lightening
She was cold but I was soft and so it all went away
I tried almost everyday,
But my dusty parabole cannot receive that foreign static of yours
He took her breath away, she could've swayed away
At night when you're live in front of those massive eyes
To get lost is just a sip away, have you ever been this way?
It'd be better if you stayed away
(You wanted me to get some,
You even called from a payphone
Said something I recognized
But hung up before I was done
Hung up before I was done)
(I tried almost everyday,
But my dusty parabole cannot receive that foreign static,
The foreign static)
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17. |
Getaway Nothing
06:06
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Nothing stays the same
Everything fades away
What's there that I could say,
To get you to feel the stains?
(To get you to see the stains)
(I could've walked away)
I could've left this place
(I could've let you stay)
But I can't get away
Can't find my getaway
And all again you're so fine
Nothing stays the same when you're gone away
Where have you been, what have you seen?
And all along you're so fine
Most of the time I wait
For something to take place
For something to abate and set the record straight
I've walked these streets before,
Until my feet gone sore
But what I'm asking for,
I couldn't ask for more
What's that, under your skirt?
Seem so restless, sleep inside your mind
What's that? You're about to burst
Who's in denial, who's got the nerve?
Bleak hatch, you've got the nerve
So I wait, so I wait
So I wait, so I wait
So I wait, so I wait
(And all again you're so fine)
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18. |
Thunder Run
03:32
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We haven't been here for a while
Last time we had to leave,
Before both of us tripped and sliced our minds,
Our eyes looks as surprised as we've both been
Most of our lives,
Our lives, lives,
(There are no curtains to be closed,
All that is left is just your ghost)
Despite no pressure to be seen
You had to crack the TV screen,
You always knew how to transpose,
Those dirty thoughts into a rose
But still you'd never let it go
I'd let you know, but no one knows
Nobody but you
She's at the bottom,
Is this the best that you can do?
I know it's true
No pleading or barging,
It's like I'm still in love with you
I know it's you
Gotta find the antidote,
And have a fix of antidote
All this rain is just for show
Fevers and this loaded gun,
This loaded gun
I've got this feeling you are here,
Not what I see, but what I hear
But when it cracks and disappears
Your gloomy ghost's still haunting me
It's still haunting me,
Haunting me
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19. |
Waitin' Four U
01:54
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I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Stop whatever
I'm waiting for you
Oh, I know it's true
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20. |
Shine/The Void
07:23
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Instrumental
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21. |
Spindelar Gothenburg, Sweden
Spindelar is Gothenburg-based multi-instrumentalist John Eric Dantanus.
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