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Early Daze (13​-​16)

by Spindelar

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1.
The Way 04:37
You won't pick up the phone though you are on your own Every night in your sleep you don't really sleep But you've found a way to begin You've find a way to... You're so sick of your soul You've lost all your control These words bleed from within And no one knows where you've been And you should come clean first My mind's been turning to rust My mind's been turned into... Oh, you opened up my heart Oh, you knew it from the start
2.
Tried to warn you like you're half blind Can't be bothered here by your side Trapped like water in disorder Shift my focus and it's gone You don't know this, I was half blind Till' this morning, here by your side She is like water, I'm not bothered I'm just tired, or I'm weary It just all feels so undone Her eyes, her face Is hanging over me Her eyes, her face It never stays that way What you have done in your pastime Doesn't bother here by my side On the border of disorder Get some sleep before it's gone Her eyes, her face Is hanging over me Her eyes, her face It never stays that way Her eyes, her face Is hanging over me Her eyes, her face It never goes away
3.
You seem more and more like a dust collector When every word you mouth clings untrue What have they done to you, have they tightened all your screws? I'm despicable and I'm sorry bout' those vitamins I took Those nights I barely made it out alive I thought of you Because of you, my only preference There are things I'd rather put aside until the morning comes I've always done it this way The shame in me was blaming me for that part of you I took Like a library book I never get around to return And you seem more and more like a scam, for sure All those troubling thoughts you had, Or those trebling hands on deck I got suspicious of course, you're the only fraud that I could ever adore More and more, more and more Pick another date to revive yourself Or put you on the shelf I wouldn't hesitate I wouldn't be myself I wanna feel something again just a spark of it all or a pinch in my wool I don't mind minding every time, all the time The broadcasted lies constantly on the line On the screen and in between Was it just a dream or propaganda? I mean all the things I say, but you're too proud to behave Too high to convey yourself past the grave And you feel more and more like some boring chore When you slam shut the door, turn the fight to a war What am I asking for? Should I stay on the floor? Should I bargain for more? I'll put myself away You'd always hesitate and never be yourself I just wanna stir up your world With the sharpest spike in your needle eye With all our money could buy I never really knew why, I'd just shout and scream at the sky Or at you, my only preference My only preference
4.
You feel the shadow on your eyes Before me, standing, But it's so hard to breathe You hear the silence of the night Before me, standing up like nothing wasn't real I'm tired, can't you die already? I am tired of your face So sleepy to my full potential I get weary around your face You feel like nothing's ever been so holy Trying hard but failing at the seems Your tears are hurting ever worse Before me, lying down when things are getting real I'm tired, can't we go already? I am tired of this place So freaky, but it doesn't feel good I'm not longing for you at all anymore
5.
What'ya gotta do? Keep your head alive She cuts through my skin With no intention to win So what we gonna do, we're gonna keep them satisfied Eye to eye and side to side our souls are occupied So where're you gonna go? You know you ain't got that much time Back it up and try again We've got no words we're living by Bye, bye, bye We gotta, you gotta, she gotta, I gotta It's the devils tongue, it's got its grip round' you, son You gotta do it smooth, you gotta do it And it feels so strange, but it feels so good But it feels so strange just to be around you, girl I've knocked it down, pushed it out Yet still the moment I close my eyes It goes down, down, down You gotta say what you gotta say You gotta do what you gotta do You gotta chase what you gotta chase You gotta do what you gotta do What'ya gonna do, you're gonna keep me occupied Through the rain and through the moon It's gonna be like paradise But it feels so strange, I knew it would Yeah it feels so damn strange just to be around you You know I've knocked it off, pushed it down I just wanna make it clear, you caught me falling down, my love
6.
Enigma 1 04:06
All along I was wrong, From the start From my heart For so long I could see you clear as night There is only for a while this time There's only for a while this time All the while, all the way I'm here, I'm there Remember when I could see you, And you were as you is? It is only for a while this time, I know You got me thinking of some otherwhere to go But it's too late for that anyways
7.
You aren't special, There's nothing to you You keep pretending like you are holy Who are you now? Who are you now? Who are you now? Who are you now? While you can, Kill me dead Unlike the others I have the answer Don't speak no riddles, won't even answer These walls are all too thin to cover up what's being done You know they whisper and they murmur Yet they never make a sound, I don't know why, I don't know why The glasses and the ashes makes it hard to get around, They sparkle and they're shining bright, I knew you were profound, But these eyes are all on fire and the fire will be drowned While you can, Kill me dead
8.
Nodnol 03:57
She came like a bazooka In a haze I don't want to forget We were meant to break, But you made it out somehow And stayed okay, And safe So I'll take you home if I have to Treat your wounds if you'd want to Go ahead and change the weather, I can't seem to make it better We could fight against the silence Create art of all the violence We could do those things, we're gonna Through your hair and through your coma She went like a shotgun, She left shells all over the bed We were gonna wake, But I'm just assuming you are late Or maybe on your way So I'll get a cab if I'll have to In the rain just like we used to Lay around because we want to Light it up because we'd like to I'd get a gun if I'd have to Break the law because she wants to Wait around until the rain has stopped That's how we do it from the bottom up Talk to me, let me feel you
9.
Tonight 04:45
I’ll be waiting here until my conscience clear It’s hard to force these words For the better or for the worse I’ll be waiting here until my thoughts are clear I should’ve never shown You should’ve never known But tonight you’ll feel it too Tonight I’ll stay with you (C’mon and be my doll, c’mon and be)
10.
I don't believe it You should've seen it Clear as day in the evening You'll soon be leaving, Won't you? Plead all the warriors with the same stripe Plead all the warriors with the same stripe Istand defeated, You said you'd leave me The rain drips from the ceiling, As I hear you breathing It's you, it's you Plead all the warriors with the same stripe Sleep all the warriors with the same stripe
11.
Enigma 2 04:47
Always on the vertigo, I'm leading you away From the promise broken forty times And bleeding severely Attending on a tuesday night, That feeling you always have That something soothing contradicts, The evening's terribleShe is not around no more So I'm leaving, I'm leaving here For somewhere else, Where nothing can deceive me Like here does I'm so unfair, I'm so unfair She says those things I can't argue with Still I'm falling down and gone But I'm not sorry, I'm just falling Bring me down as far as you can, Please Let me take a walk with you, I'm pleading, In a way I'm lacking all those fancy words To lead you in my way You stay up almost every night I'm seeing you awake, And it hurts me down to every bone I'm leaving now that you're not here
12.
I have the will without the power The sadness comes in sweeping showers Sleep in silence The screaming silence She rests her head against my shoulder My heart would ache, my body's over Don't it be over, don't it be over Don't it be over, don't it be over
13.
Get Fined 05:55
I was the middle of the center part, I could taste what I'd hate, I had my bubble and it took me far, Just like a car, just like a car I wanna dine with the New York elite, I could spawn what they'd later delete I wanna shake it off and run away, Just like a car, just like a car You should've seen his face, Can't really say the same, You should've seen this place, We could've done alright I wanna get fined, I wanna get fined, I wanna get fined, I wanna get fined, I was the middle of the indica, Could've faced what was too late Got in to trouble for the way you are, Get in the car, get in the car I wanna sleep with the middle of day, Lay around till' the sky is grey Come pick it up or get out of my way, The way you are, the way you are Take me home I wanna get fined, I wanna get fined, I wanna get fined, I wanna get fined, I wanna get fined, I want to give up I wanna get fined
14.
The clock's ticking away Oh, the time takes toll I've turned a hundred eyes against one And it feels so dull But that night you nearly died I would recycle myself each time To get a load of that massive fire My lie,their's paws keep hold of you Was she trying' to say that there's nothing to do? I reached out my hand but wasn't able to follow through So the curtains are shut, there's no light shining, what's it to you? You tried to beat and bend and execute the mood, now didn't you? Far away, need I say? Disarray the other game Here to stay, far away I'm okay, she's alright The spaghetti, the fallen nectar and the obvious meet to greet The seventh year is passing by and all hope is left to flee
15.
Last Call 03:28
There's something in these waters I don't think I feel it yet But I've found an easy way to stand it Drugs and cigarettes Brother, my dear brother Did you get my last call? Ordinary grief Extraordinary thief I'm walking amongst strangers And I've lost all self control Have you got my number? Call me when you're done Listen to the silence of this poisoned Sunday night I am made of silver You are made of gold Brother, my dear brother Did you lose your self control? Call me when it's over Call me when you're done Sometimes I am sure I hear you Sometimes I am not The sun is slowly dying up there, All will come undone
16.
She would extend her borders like an open odor Making use of what she knew before her shadow's cast on their own She'd break law and order with an old recorder Couldn't make up an excuse for what we'd done She was always frightening, going off like lightening She was cold but I was soft and so it all went away I tried almost everyday, But my dusty parabole cannot receive that foreign static of yours He took her breath away, she could've swayed away At night when you're live in front of those massive eyes To get lost is just a sip away, have you ever been this way? It'd be better if you stayed away (You wanted me to get some, You even called from a payphone Said something I recognized But hung up before I was done Hung up before I was done) (I tried almost everyday, But my dusty parabole cannot receive that foreign static, The foreign static)
17.
Nothing stays the same Everything fades away What's there that I could say, To get you to feel the stains? (To get you to see the stains) (I could've walked away) I could've left this place (I could've let you stay) But I can't get away Can't find my getaway And all again you're so fine Nothing stays the same when you're gone away Where have you been, what have you seen? And all along you're so fine Most of the time I wait For something to take place For something to abate and set the record straight I've walked these streets before, Until my feet gone sore But what I'm asking for, I couldn't ask for more What's that, under your skirt? Seem so restless, sleep inside your mind What's that? You're about to burst Who's in denial, who's got the nerve? Bleak hatch, you've got the nerve So I wait, so I wait So I wait, so I wait So I wait, so I wait (And all again you're so fine)
18.
Thunder Run 03:32
We haven't been here for a while Last time we had to leave, Before both of us tripped and sliced our minds, Our eyes looks as surprised as we've both been Most of our lives, Our lives, lives, (There are no curtains to be closed, All that is left is just your ghost) Despite no pressure to be seen You had to crack the TV screen, You always knew how to transpose, Those dirty thoughts into a rose But still you'd never let it go I'd let you know, but no one knows Nobody but you She's at the bottom, Is this the best that you can do? I know it's true No pleading or barging, It's like I'm still in love with you I know it's you Gotta find the antidote, And have a fix of antidote All this rain is just for show Fevers and this loaded gun, This loaded gun I've got this feeling you are here, Not what I see, but what I hear But when it cracks and disappears Your gloomy ghost's still haunting me It's still haunting me, Haunting me
19.
I'm waiting for you I'm waiting for you Stop whatever I'm waiting for you Oh, I know it's true
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Instrumental
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A collection of songs, before Spindelar became Spindelar. These tracks were originally released under the name "The Graham Situation" by Sound and Vision Unit Records. The tracks have been re-mastered and generally defined to give you a cleaner listening experience. "Early Daze" include tracks off "The Void", "Nodnol", "Avoid EP" and "My Only Preference EP". Music video for "Last Call" and "My Only Preference" are available on Youtube.

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released August 18, 2019

All songs written and preformed by Spindelar. Spindelar is songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Eric Dantanus. A portion of the tracks were originally released by Gothenburg label Sound and Vision Unit

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