You seem more and more like a dust collector
When every word you mouth clings untrue
What have they done to you, have they tightened all your screws?
I'm despicable and I'm sorry bout' those vitamins I took
Those nights I barely made it out alive I thought of you
Because of you, my only preference

There are things I'd rather put aside until the morning comes
I've always done it this way
The shame in me was blaming me for that part of you I took
Like a library book I never get around to return
And you seem more and more like a scam, for sure
All those troubling thoughts you had,
Or those trebling hands on deck
I got suspicious of course, you're the only fraud that I could ever adore
More and more, more and more
Pick another date to revive yourself

Or put you on the shelf
I wouldn't hesitate
I wouldn't be myself

I wanna feel something again
just a spark of it all or a pinch in my wool
I don't mind minding every time, all the time
The broadcasted lies constantly on the line
On the screen and in between
Was it just a dream or propaganda?
I mean all the things I say, but you're too proud to behave
Too high to convey yourself past the grave
And you feel more and more like some boring chore
When you slam shut the door, turn the fight to a war
What am I asking for?
Should I stay on the floor?
Should I bargain for more?

I'll put myself away
You'd always hesitate and never be yourself
I just wanna stir up your world
With the sharpest spike in your needle eye
With all our money could buy
I never really knew why, I'd just shout and scream at the sky
Or at you, my only preference
My only preference